almost.

Sometimes I feel like my life is one huge "almost". There are so many different parts of me, so many different things that I want out of myself, so many things I'm passoniate about and so many dreams I harvest at the pit of what makes me me. Yet with everywhere I go in life, or everything I try turns out as an "almost". It makes me wonder if I'm just not trying hard enough, or a thought I try and avoid, is it just me? I guess there has to be someone who comes second so there can be that big smile that the winner wears proudly. Honestly I enjoy that though. There's something about watching someone's face light up with the glow of a success that maybe they didn't think possible. I love watching people realize who they are and how much they have to offer. Sometimes I just wish I could see myself end up with something a little more to show than a big "almost".